It has been quite a while since I have posted here on this blog. Life happened and a darkness spread over me. I fell into a deep depression and just could not work myself out of it no matter the amount of medication. I think that was the longest time I’ve been in the dark. My depression comes and goes, and I’m happy to say that right now it has lifted. It’s been about a year since I’ve felt like I wanted to sleep my entire life away. Finally I am having good days and can get out of bed! I am able to be mom and do mom things. You don’t realize what you really miss until the darkness shuts them out. We take so much for granted. I feel like I loose so much of my life when I am in the darkness.
But God. He decided it was time for my rest to be over. There’s no other explanation for coming out of my depression. Medication could not help me. Sure it would help for about a month and after that it would wear off. If the dosage went higher I felt lower. I just wanted to sleep. I loved my bed and sleep more than anything.
But God got me out! God turned the light on. And for that I am very, very thankful!
“And now my life sleeps away. Depression haunts my days.” – Job 30:16
“Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy.” – Psalm 126:5